Kotter came back.
The prodigal son came back.
Sheba came back. (Did she?
Can't remember that one.)
What I do remember, though, is that I left, but now I'm joining the returners.
I feel like I want to apologize for my absence, but I think
a quick word of explanation will suffice.
The underlying issue is that I was getting sick and just
didn't know it. It would take until mid-December to figure out I didn't have the flu and that something more than old age
was messing with my body.
You know the phrase "when the stars are
aligned…?" That is just about what
happened in mid-December when I presented myself to the local hospital's ER
room and said I needed help. Those
"stars" were as simple as finding nary a sole waiting in the ER room on a Sunday
morning, holding the right papers (from the last lab report) in my hand, and
having an answer to a question I had asked my primary care physician a few days
earlier, right before he left on vacation.
I thrust these papers into the hand of the nurse who helped me onto the
gurney and asked her to give them to whoever was going to help me. And I told her
what my PCP said.
At that time, although I didn't understand what was going on
in my body, I thought I was either a) going to need dialysis, b) have a kidney
transplant, or c) meet my maker.
The stars were aligned that morning, and I walked out of the
ER room. It took me a while to get my
strength back, and I'm not totally problem-free yet, but this I know: through it all, (and continuing up to the
present) I missed having my blog at my fingertips.
It is true that I was having some technical problems with
the blog that added to my frustration, but I think even the frustration was all
part of the health issue. I just gave up
on asking for help because I didn't want to deal with any more problems. Getting rid of the blog solved that!
Now that I'm feeling ever-so-much better, I enlisted my
talented son in Sonoma to help me with a computer glitch that I
experienced today, and I took his advice to use CHROME as my browser. The glitch disappeared. I decided maybe CHROME would take care of my
blog problems – and LO………………….!
Now, do I have anything to say???
Nothing more or nothing less than I have had before. As you may recall, I made it clear in the
beginning that I write for myself, not for an audience. But I do love sharing with you and I love the
contact with each of you. Many of you
have told me that you missed the contact via HOT COFFEE AND COOL JAZZ. So my return is for both of us. Or all of us.
For you, Kenny; for you, Bryn and the readers at the office, for Patsy,
and the other Patsy and Anita and Marlene and Olga and Mary Anne and Sean, and
especially for Jer and my very smart BF in San Francisco…as well as those
anonymous readers who have enticed me over the years with the comments at the bottom of the
blog. Thanks for
sticking with me.
So, for better or worse, "I'm Baaaa-aaaak!"
2 comments:
Yah!! Glad to have you back!! And now that I am more in the swing of having two small children, I can get back into reading your blog again. In fact, I might be inspired to get my blog going again too!!! Can't wait to read your future posts.
Yes! So glad to have you back. So glad to know that you are feeling better!!
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